aysel

Lesya Zaichenko

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What If by aysel, literature

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What If

What If? Never had this feeling, don't know what to make of it. Should I be afraid? Is this love? ...or maybe just my mind, fooling me again. Should I trust this feeling? Trust this burning desire? Last time I listened... my life went down in fire. What foolish hearts, touched by cupids' arrow. Walk the path that's righteous, yet the path seems oh so narrow. Is this path for me? Should I let this feeling be? Let fate guide me through this new adventure, And let lust set me free. No, righteousness is not for me. I feel a tingling sensation Thoughts pass through mind, body and soul Will this be right? What if this whole thing is s

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Something I saw one day by aysel, literature

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Something I saw one day

Something I saw One Day Feeling yourself slipping You fall into nothingness A deep depression In your cold soul A void Nothing could exist there Thats what they think I peer into this nothingness I see so much emotion Depression Anger Love Pain Loved ones go away Amandonment They blame you You were never supposed to end up this way Things were looking Looking at your soul They passed a judgement Not worth it Your soul A void in that body Something is missing Yes, it is there no more Stolen from you By those Those who you thought Would protect you most I stare I squint my eyes As I try to put them in focus

Rebirth by aysel, literature

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Rebirth

Rebirth And like an eagle I soared, I felt as if I was hanging from a golden chord My world slowly became smaller beneath me And slowly the universe opened to me and I could see I was enlightened to the wonders of life I was being prepared on earth to live life in the heavens without a single strife Why hadn't I seen how much wonders were beyond a dream? And slowly truth emerged and my new world began to gleam Why was I so blind? Why was I searching for a place to hide? When instead all I needed was a glimpse of this place And I broke free of my gilded case My world shattered and out sprang a new being Anew, I was reborn and beg

Something or Other by aysel, literature

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Something or Other

Kills a fruitfly with the brisk touch of her finger tips "buggers..." Then, without the slightest emotion.. continues scribing away at her keyboard "I've gotta stop this.." "Must go..." She grabs her jacket and walks out the doorway "what a bore" Walking through the rain... "I don't need this damn thing" she throws her jacket in the nearest trashcan She continues her walk, letting the rain soak into her very being "Purgutory" Her long hair, stuck to her neck.. shirt clinging to flesh, Even now she was attractive Walking... she tilts her head to the sky "mmmm... peace" she gazes up, with her eyes closed "ignorance is bliss"

Something or Other2 by aysel, literature

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Something or Other2

She wakes up in the morning "uuuuugh, not again" It was the start of a new, yet routine day Nothing was changed, she still lived in that same apartment building with her sole comfort: Smokey She looked down to see the cat sleeping at her frozen feet "damn them, damn them all" She seemed to start and end most days with the same mentality Crawling out of bed, she shuffles over to the chair and picks up her hoodie, throws it on She sinks in it, as if she was falling into some cotton cavern. Slips her feet into her flip flops, and walks over to the computer *click click click* "hello my friend" Smokey walks up to her, rubs against her

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United States
Deviant for 22 years
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Current Residence: Schenectady, NY
Favourite genre of music: Everything... except Rap
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: media player XP
Personal Quote: Success is always within grasp if you are willing to reach for it.

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Fight Club . Quills . Armageddon . Seabiscuit . NEMO! . Office Space . The Princess Bride .

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aysel

Jul 15, 2005

Subscription

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So I log on to dA and get this happy little message, saying I have been chosen to recieve a free 1 week subscription. Anyone else get this message, or am I just that special? :D

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aysel

Mar 5, 2005

Mr. Bryant can Rot in Hell

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This Bill is being passed in Ontario to ban "pit bulls," and breeds resembling "pit bulls." Here is an interview with Mr. Bryant showing how much of a MORON he is! How can someone ban something if he can't even IDENTIFY it?! :chainsaw: http://www.pulse24.com/In_The_Raw/Raw_Video/20041108-004/Video-5-2.asx Here is a letter I recieved via a mailing list. ----------------------------------------- Last summer I spent 4 very enjoyable days in Toronto. The city was beautiful. I stayed at a lovely inn on a treelined street and explored a lot of the city on foot. While there I saw a few pit bull dogs out and about with their owners, all were well

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aysel

Mar 5, 2005

Devious Journal Entry

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An-al

Feb 27, 2008

hey!

aysel is a Turkish name

nice galery

necropsy

Oct 27, 2007

Been a loong time Lesya!

maisondezion

Jan 27, 2006

nice gallery! hopefully i will get a chance to read through some of your poetry soon, all i looked at were some of your pics. thanks for commenting on green tranquility by the way.

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thanks for the comments, as always!

teaspoons

May 5, 2005

Geez, it's been so long! What're you up to these days hon?

f4shi0nabl3

Feb 15, 2005

Thanks for the fave on [link]